Empsi sünnipäev

 so i had a beautiful trip to Malta. still wondering about how lost i am. i am so alone in all this big, magnificent world. i dont even know how this makes me feel. just thought that one day people are gonna grow up. and what do they do then? just have a job and your own appartment and just i dont know.. it feels so empty.. everything does. i dont know what to do with my life. i am 27 years old but i still dont know who I am. I wish I knew better and I wish I were more happy in this life, that is all. i always felt too alone in here. wish i could feel better.